Missing

Tow days ago my girl went to Singapore for some training and after that I’am lost. I suddenly feel like I was abandoned and all what I do with interest is utterly useless. This is the first time she went some where that far leaving me and since she used to be at her home or close by all this years I cant even believe that I’am alone. She called me few times a day and sms but yet it’s not enough for me to be satisfied.

I used to go missing for days at a time and some times even couldn’t call or sms her because of no mobile coverage and I used to think that it’s nothing much. But when she is gone I’am left with unexplainable sadness.